Funny how

people get so hyped up about this during the night. 

Plans are made with out any real thought behind it other than it is cool.

I am going sky diving. 

... You know what this post is about now.

Its 5am and im doing homework.

Early Monday Morning Steven

I want to feel the way I feel when I am rushing down the stairs and suddenly realize I forgot how to use the stairs.  I forgot how to control my legs, control my nerves, my mind.  When I seize up realizing how I just killed myself by using these stupid stairs.  

I am out of my mind sometimes ( most of the time).

I need to stop thinking things are going to happen for me.  I need to make things happen more often. 

Things can never be as easy as going down a flight of stairs can they. 

never.

Steven

 

Albatross without a boat.

I am not even going to give your argument a rebuttal.  Whatever.

School is starting next week and I am beyond excited!!!!  Friends are returning and the all nighters and even more naps will begin.

The photo was taken with my 35mm film camera.  The subject is our washer and dryer in our kitchen.  Apparently ( according to wal-mart film department) my film was exposed to heat and overexposed, which I do not see how this is possible considering all the shots were taken in the dark...    odd.   They also said that my film got stuck in the tank and I'm assuming that's how all my film had massive light leaks and interesting film shadows.  I am not sure if I like the results or not.  I am very iffy on this kind of photo aesthetic.  I think a photo should be able to stand on its on with out much distractions and major alterations.  I am still trying to figure it out.  

I do have to admit it does give it a spooky quality to it.  who knows.   

Time for a nap. 

See you next time, 

Today Steven.