Funny how

people get so hyped up about this during the night. 

Plans are made with out any real thought behind it other than it is cool.

I am going sky diving. 

... You know what this post is about now.

Its 5am and im doing homework.

Early Monday Morning Steven

I want to feel the way I feel when I am rushing down the stairs and suddenly realize I forgot how to use the stairs.  I forgot how to control my legs, control my nerves, my mind.  When I seize up realizing how I just killed myself by using these stupid stairs.  

I am out of my mind sometimes ( most of the time).

I need to stop thinking things are going to happen for me.  I need to make things happen more often. 

Things can never be as easy as going down a flight of stairs can they. 

never.

Steven

 

Albatross without a boat.

I am not even going to give your argument a rebuttal.  Whatever.

School is starting next week and I am beyond excited!!!!  Friends are returning and the all nighters and even more naps will begin.

The photo was taken with my 35mm film camera.  The subject is our washer and dryer in our kitchen.  Apparently ( according to wal-mart film department) my film was exposed to heat and overexposed, which I do not see how this is possible considering all the shots were taken in the dark...    odd.   They also said that my film got stuck in the tank and I'm assuming that's how all my film had massive light leaks and interesting film shadows.  I am not sure if I like the results or not.  I am very iffy on this kind of photo aesthetic.  I think a photo should be able to stand on its on with out much distractions and major alterations.  I am still trying to figure it out.  

I do have to admit it does give it a spooky quality to it.  who knows.   

Time for a nap. 

See you next time, 

Today Steven.

A Loaf of Bread the Walrus Said.

'The time has come' the walrus said

'To talk of many things:

of shoes'-- and ships-- and sealing wax--

of cabbages-- and kings--

and why the seas is boiling hot--

and whether pigs have wings.'

-The Walrus and the Carpenter

I need to find another book to read.  I search at the local library will hopefully yield a good find, who knows?  

Work is starting to look worse and worse, its not the people, they RAWK.  Its the managers and the whole system in general.  People get screwed out of money all the time and what do that managers say 'keep a better eye on your money' as if it is out fault that we are only making $17 a day!  Then they like to have little meetings right in the middle of lunch rush and hold the managers card hostage and that is the only way we can get money or void something, its cool.  

I hope it gets better once school starts and the population of Savannah grows a few folds.

I need to start going to bed earlier and getting better sleep.  Its 1:50 am and I have work at 9 am, not good.

I have started swimming again.  I hope to make it a weekly event even with school.  I need to get into shape again! London 2012 I plan on beating Phelps at everything.  WATCH OUT WORLD! 

Well here's to a long weekend! 

Saturday Steven

Don't Make a Career out of it...

I hope I can keep up with this and not let it fall behind like all the other internet things I sign up for and do not use.  Heres to another go.

School Starts back up in 2 weeks and I can not wait!!!!  I find that the difference between high school and college is staggering and I love it.  I hope with time comes clarity when it comes to my major; Photography or Advertising Design or double major.  I feel I will not be able to find a career in photography that will make me happy, at the same time I need to take photographs to make me happy.  My intro to Ad Design class this quarter will help me make that choice, I hope. 

 

I am interested in seeing how things will come together when school starts when it comes to my friends.  I hope everything will over lap easily between my old friends and my new friends, and find time for each and everyone one of them.  Sometimes I miss my old friends because they already know me and know how I am feeling with out me telling them.  Friends are the greatest.  I need to start visiting friends that moved away more, I am talking about steven and vanessa, I feel terrible that I got so close to them and have not seen them in forever. 

I guess this is a good start, 

Plenty to come! 

Thursday Steven